love and pain come from the same source

we are often defeated by our own makings and sometimes we have to consider that feelings are a reaction to an event that occurs. whether it is pain or love, they are one in the same. people have a funny way of showing their affections. psychopaths will kill, mentally ill will use addictions and what…

The dumb bitch will f**k up and I will be better

When we know we need to heal but there are barriers that can’t be broken, then what? I have been asking this question since my disaster issue happened at work and now that I am left with all this time on my hands, the rolling ball has stopped spinning. I now know my issues were…

how does one survive mental health issues

I can tell you, life is hard and that is probably what you will hear from people who suffer with mental health. the hard part is admitting this not only to yourself but to others. I have hidden away from this issue long enough, and it is time to deal with the situation. That is…