human contact

relationships are hard enough but when you finally realize that the one you are in is no longer fulfilling that needed tenderness, then what? i have known for a long time that affection comes in many forms but for someone like me, and i am sure for most, physical contact is so important. the problem…

stop doing so much for people

it will suck all the life you have. i say this with a heavy heart at 4:45am. bad night, i woke up screaming with tears this morning, finally, i feel as though my dreams “more like nightmares” are getting deeper and deeper and i can’t wake up from it. this night was a bad one.…