who has had enough.

consider this: although we are all in this crazy pandemic mode, what about our own personal growth? do we suffer because we are in crisis or is it because something is lurking that we can’t seem to let go? good question. as time goes on, life takes different directions and we are bound by our…

the doubt of ones’ own personal life

the more i interact with people, the more i realize the atmosphere is getting worse. people are feeling the effects of stress, depression, self doubt and most of all lack of ambition. not knowing where to turn or how to fix our inner self is a difficult situation. you feel as though no one will…

strength where does it come from

the trick to understanding ones’ self isn’t about digging deeper but from the experiences we live. people are key in our ability to read our own innovative and unconditional strength. if you were to sit back and think for a moment at all that you have endure in your lifetime, what would that list look…

the wheels on the bus

good song but it isn’t the point. the brain is always working on overload and in my head things are pretty busy considering i am a woman and we can multitask anytime and anywhere. at one point, you need to take a break but how? people say things that can sit in the back of…

passion: what the fuck is that all about

ever just sit and wonder what moves you to the core? what makes your ticker tik? i do and as i listened to certain songs from the past, i am reminded of how i have left certain passions die. why do we obsess over things we have no control over or why do we forget…

go back to the beginning

as i scrolled through my website this morning, i am thinking about what makes a great blog or better yet how does a writer even begin to impress the audience. some writer’s get writer’s block but i get design blockade. i am always fasinated by new layouts and websites that seem to attract alot of…

this is it: this is our lives

the decisions are harder than you think. living the life you want and actually living. i wake up every morning with the same thoughts: everything ends. doesn’t it. we all know there isn’t enough to really pursue any ambitions, we work to pay bills, to survive and in the end there is nothing more. we…

pushing the limits

when did working so many hours become something necessary to survive? i can’t remember the last time i worked so many hours but this week will be an 8 day stretch. i have not pushed myself this hard since 2018 but my body is certainly feeling the tiredness. mentally i had a little breakdown yesterday,…

people don’t care: why should you

it is and has come to my attention, people are far more concerned with themselves than really caring about what is important: life. sad to say, but i know for a fact that when people say they care, they don’t. the agenda is clear. worry about you and you alone and life will be good.…