the doubt of ones’ own personal life

the more i interact with people, the more i realize the atmosphere is getting worse. people are feeling the effects of stress, depression, self doubt and most of all lack of ambition. not knowing where to turn or how to fix our inner self is a difficult situation. you feel as though no one will…

passion: what the fuck is that all about

ever just sit and wonder what moves you to the core? what makes your ticker tik? i do and as i listened to certain songs from the past, i am reminded of how i have left certain passions die. why do we obsess over things we have no control over or why do we forget…

stop doing so much for people

it will suck all the life you have. i say this with a heavy heart at 4:45am. bad night, i woke up screaming with tears this morning, finally, i feel as though my dreams “more like nightmares” are getting deeper and deeper and i can’t wake up from it. this night was a bad one.…

be you. be here & be unconditional.

new is great isn’t it? i have been discovering how having a new responsibility in the home can be rewarding. i had forgotten how important nurturing can be with children and baby animals. i am really appreciating this time with our new addition but she is starting to really adapt to her environment and wants…

getting back to basics

as you can see, my creativity is all but lost. i have been trying so hard to find my own unique way of expression, i keep falling into the “everyone else trap.” when you are being creative, the idea is to clear your mind, feel the mood and identify what makes you, you. sometimes that…

justify your own identity, i think not

i have been thinking about identity and how we find labels are the way to proceed in life. we are creatures of giving ourselves a label but never really think about just being me, myself and i. how interesting in certain circles we must pretend to be someone else but i feel if people would…

act like you know nothing and watch what happens

the theory i am setting is that if you know a lot, you are responsible for many things. i think we need to consider the possibility that knowledge isn’t always the best medicine. being smart doesn’t land you the better job or get you the best ratings. i truly believe the less you know, the…

we are sinking ships of emotional stress

what can i do for myself today? good question. the answer is _____________. you fill it out. i can’t tell you what is best for you, nor can i tell you how to live your life. only you can decide what is the best road to take when living an unconditional lifestyle. the best scenerio…

trust issues: is there anything else

don’t you hate it when people assume something is not quite right with you and the first thing they ask is “where is your head at today?” as if. most people have no idea what another person is feeling or experiencing and some will make it their daily ambition just to figure out what the…