what the hell is this all about

i keep thinking about goals, purpose and ideas and i am reminded of the ambition behind all this madness. we live to pursue something, we all want gratification for a job well done but some of us, in the end, get absolutely squat. so i keep asking the same question: what it all for? i…

finding the correct path

we all want to be happy in all that we do and when we are feeling as though there is no escape from the bottom and i say that lightly because there are people out there who truly have a need for help, it is hard to be secure with anything or anyone. the other…

why do we fake our life in order to please others

i have been thinking about the idea of what makes people ‘tick’ and we all move around like we know exactly our purpose or way of living is acceptable but in reality we are conditioned to do what is expected and never even give it a second thought. i believe most people are emotionally unstable…

what gives people the right to be hurtful

people used to tell me, “you can only do so much” but what happens when your own heart and head doesn’t feel right about certain situations. can you honestly fight those demons? my friends, i can tell you as time goes on we all know how hard it is to live these days, the frustrations,…

why it is so important

as i lay in my pool yesterday, floating around in the nice warm sun, i had a thought. the only thing i had on the brain was a past life and for a moment, i was really feeling lonely for friends. i have never had real friends of a close nature and for some reason,…

how to get excited about something

today is a good day. i finally get my pc back after being detached for a month. as much as i like Apple Products, i still prefer my Windows — Microsoft. honestly i do realize it is a preference and Mac offers many features but when you are happy with something, there isn’t anything that…