I realized this morning that in my world, nothing is concrete and so are emotions. It seems in all my daily routines, I have noticed that I am never satisfied with any of the work I do. Always trying to change things around, organizing, or is it that steadiness has left the building?
When things are just not unconditional in your own personal growth, you find yourself grasping at things that make you happy or at least content. The problem is you are constantly trying to find the answers, or at least I am because I know in my heart something just doesn’t fit in my life. Better, faster, more of things I certainly can’t have or strive to achieve. Maybe this is my own addiction to lifestyle changes but it is getting very exhausting.
I feel like I am about to explode looking for the real passion and what would make me stop searching for something that isn’t there.
Another thing I have noticed is that I believe a message doesn’t have to be long in order to take meaning. Regardless of what people say or do, you must make the best life you can and the hell with the rest of the world.
I love this next song…