it has hit me, the one thing i find most difficult in life is taking negative feedback. maybe it is childish but i also realize if i don’t dish this out, i will explode. every time someone says negative things i either want to fix it or get more burned up by failure, my inner me comes out and the whole world feels like a waste of time. then the words that come to mind are why do i bother?
trying to succeed in life is a struggle and people like me, meaning over doing everything, become engulfed with that overwhelming feeling of absolute failure. it does not matter how much i done or accomplished but i feel as though it will never be ebough.
every time you turn the corner, someone else has something negative to say instead of applauding the good stuff.
so there you have it, my vent session of the night. they say less is more, maybe that is my new direction.