there are times in your life when trying seems a waste of time. some days are good, some exhaust me with reflections of my life and then i am so tired i can’t even focus. i don’t know if this is symptoms of whatever bullshit feelings but i can honestly say, no matter how distracted i am, negative thoughts still appear.
that’s just it isn’t it
wellness is a work in progress, a lifetime of getting better at whatever we set our mind too, however, there also comes a point when you feel as though nothing really matters. you try and try to make the best of everything, binging on #socialmedia #tictok to at least get some positive vibes but here we are again.
the sadest part is the trial and error and how i am so aware of this but my negative thoughts take over and i feel absolutely nothing.
there is that word again
it is more of a numb feeling i think and even though i try to pick up good things to do, the same issues creep up.