it is time to energize the mind. break free of the chains and live the life i want. what am i waiting for?
i can’t even begin to tell you how i got here since i have been blabbing about it for 2 years. it is a low day and i can feel it. hating everything, feeling as though nothing matters, and no meaningful purpose. when i get like this, i keep thinking the brain is non-functional for a reason even though i have the necessities one human can need.
i did not celebrate out canadian holiday yesterday because i am not a proud canadian. we are no longer free and it is time people see the truth. i am not a fan of do this and do that but rules are in place for a reason. the problem is stress levels are so high that people want to break free and then comes the chaos.
no wonder the small people are going crazy or suffer from mental illness.
i even hate my blog at the moment only because it doesn’t feel right. the layout is a mess, it is filled with chaos and i have to really put my creative talents to work.
did i mention i hate it when i am like this?
i want to be a in a time when i am happy every day. i really do and that feeling as though nothing can put a damper on my inner self. i am asking for too much but it is how i felt a few years ago.
i miss my old life.