i went for a little visit yesterday and the whole time i was there i wondered what the hell these people were thinking. then it happened: the face.
there are certain people whom just seem to sink into your soul and one of them in particular i know has this ‘ink’ embedded in my head. since i have had enough with #socialdistancing and don’t really care about rules these days, i was so glad to be able to hug people i miss and care deeply about.
one person, in particular, kept bitching about his job and i told him straight out
for 2 years now i have regretted my past lifestyle and i made it clear to him that leaving wasn’t the solution. the hardest part is you can’t talk shit to this guy because he is a very unique individual more than me.
but let’s get back to my feelings.
it always feels like home when i am there and it really makes me sad because i made such a mistake leaving this place. although there is much chaos at the moment, i still feel the same.