Do We Deserve A Better Life

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Conforming to one’s own comfort can make you think about personal decisions and issues. I was told many times that I do not deserve a better life only because this is about accepting who you are and what lifestyle you live, and we do not expect more than what is in front of us.

I have always had to fight for everything I wanted and it has brought me grief and exhaustion. Now, seeing all the things I did or accomplish, I wonder what it was all for.

Part of me still believes that I do deserve that life and should have it by now but this journey has taken me somewhere I do not want to be. They say you make your own path but I don’t believe that. Circumstances make you choose because it is the right thing to do and for that my friends I am so hurt.

I am now in my 4th year of self-loathing about certain things and I honestly don’t know when the golden road will be paved for me again. I work 40 hours a week at a stupid job and have nothing to show for it. What kind of world does someone have to live in to be so unhappy? I am sure, 100% there are many people feeling this kind of self-loathing and the hard part is I always feel alone in this mess.

I am trying to distract myself from my reality by creating but even that has become a whole lot of work with no benefits. So what is a girl to do?

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