human contact

relationships are hard enough but when you finally realize that the one you are in is no longer fulfilling that needed tenderness, then what? i have known for a long time that affection comes in many forms but for someone like me, and i am sure for most, physical contact is so important. the problem…

the doubt of ones’ own personal life

the more i interact with people, the more i realize the atmosphere is getting worse. people are feeling the effects of stress, depression, self doubt and most of all lack of ambition. not knowing where to turn or how to fix our inner self is a difficult situation. you feel as though no one will…

communication is key to a successful interaction

i keep asking myself why people are so angry and the discovery is more complex than we can imagine. i think in business, relationships, or whatever adventure you are on, it takes much patience to understand the meaning behind people’s reactions. i believe it has alot to do with handing over situations when you, yourself…

passion: what the fuck is that all about

ever just sit and wonder what moves you to the core? what makes your ticker tik? i do and as i listened to certain songs from the past, i am reminded of how i have left certain passions die. why do we obsess over things we have no control over or why do we forget…

this is it: this is our lives

the decisions are harder than you think. living the life you want and actually living. i wake up every morning with the same thoughts: everything ends. doesn’t it. we all know there isn’t enough to really pursue any ambitions, we work to pay bills, to survive and in the end there is nothing more. we…

pushing the limits

when did working so many hours become something necessary to survive? i can’t remember the last time i worked so many hours but this week will be an 8 day stretch. i have not pushed myself this hard since 2018 but my body is certainly feeling the tiredness. mentally i had a little breakdown yesterday,…